I was slightly conscious, and noticed what I repeat to myself all day, was going through my head by itself.

Damn, being dead might suck, the OCD might still be there. Not as bad as being alive, since it repeats itself, you don’t have to do anything.

According to my ex counselor thoughts are automatic. Not the majority of mine. The only ones that are automatic, is if somebody is attractive. He still will believe that, he can’t read my mind, therefore he doesn’t know. How can they read a mind and determine if something is automatic or not? They might need to read your consciousness, not your brain.

I’m the one experiencing this life, therefore I know more then him. What he says might be true for himself, but not everybody else.