Defiance
I’m probably supposed to be doing something while alive, like collecting experiences. But instead, I do nothing.
It’ll suck if I reincarnate. As that means I will forever, at least until I get memory of the past lives. Assuming I decide to get experiences.
That’s why nobody can date me, I’ll act in an asshole manner, and scare them away.
I’m probably supposed to read the book I found on my bed, but defiance doesn’t exactly make you do anything. I haven’t even bought a new book to read on my Kindle.
Something in me, tells me to do nothing, not even play No Man’s Sky. How long till it tells me to not use the computer either? Then I might save myself from carpal tunnel syndrome. Somebody might think something is wrong, if they enter my apartment, and find out I do absolutely nothing. No using the computer, no reading, no video games. I’ll just say I’m Making America Great Again.